Awfully Pretty

My busy times are kind of over. The robotics workshop ended great because my partner and I were the only ones who managed to construct and program the SumoBot correctly. So now I’m back to attending regular classes. I have managed to catch up with my lessons but I must admit that I am not satisfied with my recent Physics quiz results. I promised myself that I would increase my grades by 16 points, just like what happened last year when I got a really low grade. I have improved greatly, yes, but now I think it’s going to be impossible because I already have three failures. I know, I know, it’s not nice at all. In fact, I’m hating myself because I’m not doing great even if I study hard. Sometimes it hurts so bad because I work really, really hard even if I know I’m not good in Science. I know I LOVE Physics but sometimes I think loving the subject (and giving everything I’ve got) is not enough. I don’t have the so-called “natural ability” so I still do badly in some quizzes. The worst part is that my teacher is the greatest Science teacher I’ve ever had so it’s only natural to feel this bad.

Ugh, school’s just very hard to handle at times.

4 Responses to “I need to pass.”

  • Kisara Says:

    Yes, I know what you mean. I came to love chemistry but no matter how much I studied, my marks are still the same. However, recently, I finally pass. Almost at tears there. Lol.
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  • Gel Says:

    Wait til you get to college ;) Hehe. Good luck. You can do it. You just have to continue believing in yourself and there’s no turning back now… you’re already a senior in high school so what’s left to do is just to make the most out of your remaining months in high school and do your best before graduation!

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  • Rina Says:

    Keep on trying and don’t give up on and keep your hopes high.. Take Care!
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  • Claire Says:

    I keep telling myself I’m not smart, I just study…
    I’m feeling ya. All this time I just want to be REALLY REALLY smart.. one that who just reads through the book once or twice, and then have everything inside my head.
    Claire´s last blog ..Bittersweet

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